July 2010
i think i just feel too constricted always all of the time. i always feel like i’m being pulled in three or four or five different directions. i want to feel strong enough to be free from any influence other than what lays innately in my guts. i want to be reckless and feral and free. i want to go without food or drink for days and feel empty and pure. i want to run, naked and screaming,...
i’m in this really strange place right now.
honestly, i feel stronger than i ever have, but at the same time i feel really kindof confused and wishy washy. i just don’t want to do anything, i’m incredibly unmotivated to do anything constructive. i didn’t even really think anything of it, until i just had this weird, overwhelming feeling of “today i’m going to...
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GUYS!
ITS BEER OLYMPICS!!!
MY SECOND FAVORITE HOLIDAY!!!!
i’ve had a serious crink in my neck and shoulder all day.
i’ve been trying to fix it but i can’t seem to get it out.
does anyone have any sort of medical knowledge to give me?
honeytones asked: hahaha did you watch that episode on south park? with the cat piss and it's homage (??) to heavy metal? hiiiilarious!
whiteteapot-deactivated20101115 asked: if you could be any animal?
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i’m bored. can anyone here link me to a version of like sim city or warcraft II or starcraft or AOE or something?
hey friends in chicago!
i’m thinking about booking a supercheap trip there in august.
any couches i can surf?
any recomendations as far as hostels go?
anything?
i’m dying for an adventure.
anyone?
bueller?
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i wrote a comment to a friend earlier, and since then i’ve been evaluating my own life. i’m incredibly happy with where i stand in this world. everyone has their troubles, their flaws, whatever it is that makes them entirely and fully human. my entire life i’ve been chasing something that cannot be seen or expressed. those that have had profound influences on my life: the...
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IT DOESN’T FUCKING MATTER.
nothing matters. i’m losing my fucking mind because in the end, nothing makes sense and it makes me look back and go “WHY?!”. every thing that i’ve ever done/worked for doesn’t fucking matter.
so, all i want to do is hoodrat stuff with my friends.
when i’m out…
best. night. ever.
todays intake:
1 large iced coffee cream 4 equals
1 bacon egg and cheese on a multigrain bagel
1 strawberry frosted donut
1 large iced tea 3 sweet and lows
1 reduced fat blueberry muffin
2 gatoraid frost
1 small order of bread sticks
2 slices pizza hut pizza
next on the list:
lots and lots of beer at tonights party.
i’m going to be 100000 lbs
i get 90% of all of my nutrients from pizza and beer and iced coffee.
i think i need an intervention.
